So with the frustration, I stopped, probably the dumbest choice I have made yet.
Then tonight while going through my nightly facebook check I saw a post my friend Kayla had posted.
I was disgusted with myself.
Here is this amazing friend of mine, who is the inspiring mother of Recker, an EXTRAordinary little autistic boy.
She had started a completely new blog, a wonderful blog, a blog that I have now read every word on.
P.S. If you get urge to read, bring tissues, it will be a tear fest!
Kayla is such a champion, along with all the other AMAZING moms that I used to read about.
SO THAT DID IT.
I am not missing out anymore. Nope, nope, nope.
*on a side note. below is a link to Kayla's blog it's A.M.A.Z.I.N.G. people!
**on a double side note she is looking to have people vote for her latest post on BLOG HER. (the link here)
***if you have a blogher account please leave my blog at once..... and vote. it will take two second out of your time. (sweet things happen to sweet people)

----------------------------------- thank you.
So now that I am blogging again I really should tell you that this blog STILL drives me crazy. I mean GreenSubmarine, what is that? What can I do with it? Other than post craft link after craft link, not much. So sad to say, but eventually this blog will have a real make over. A new name and new look and a new concept. Tell then me and the Submarine will just need to get along.